U

I wonder if it was us

Or it was you and me

Do we ever close to each other?

Do we ever have something special between us?

No, I don’t think so

You

You are the person so close yet so far from me

My selfish side told me to hold you

But the other one make me let you go

Every single step you take

To get away from me

It always hurt me

It seems like dreams to approach you right now

You are a star in the sky

While I’m only an ant behind the rock

You have gone too far

Way too far

Even I can’t find you anymore

Only faith can unite us now

We need a lot of miracle to get back what we have lose

But when that day come

Everything will never be the same

I can’t look at you with friendly eyes anymore

I can’t give you sincere smile like before

I can’t hug you with warm feel anymore

It already gone

Tugas Batik TIK

Monika Sekar M.I 9E/15

Tugas TIK batikku, nggak sebagus punya teman-teman  

Pak Bram, jangan pelit-pelit ya kalau ngasih nilai

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It is not enough

If effort is the only thing that I  need to give

I should be the youngest president right now

If patient is the only thing that I need to give

I should be the most succesfull person in the world

If love is the only thing that I need to give

I should have my happiness right now

Why?

Why do sorrowfull still stuck in my life?

Do God really hate me? Why does he gave me such a though life?

What have I done wrongly?

I do already all my best to change my fate

But why is fate still playing with my life?

This pain is just too much

I can’t no longer take it

I would prefer die rather than live with my messy life

I’ll sacriface all of my thing

If that will bring me joy

 picture is not mine, credit to the right owner

The Girl

Do you know this bubbly girl who always lightens up the mood?

Or have you ever heard a story about a girl

Who always smile no matter the situation is?

It’s me

The girl they are talking about is me

The girl that never fail to amuse everyone

The girl that so adorable yet mysterious

Is me

All of people can have their opinion

But they never get the truth

The key to open the truth is somewhere far away yet so close

They never stop talking for awhile and see

That actually the reality is in front of their eyes

I’m not a girl like they always imagine

I’m not a sun which always light the world

I’m not a rain which can soak you with happiness

I’m not a wind that can blow you pain

People would never imagine

That the girl that they adore so much

Actually so fragile that can be broken down with a single blow

Her smile is one of the ways for her to cover her pain

Every action that she has made

Is the another way to forget her broken heart

Actually everything already revealed in the world

Just like an open book

But there is no one who knows about this

Why?

Because they are too busy with their live

And they are too blind to see

The girl that they love

Is slowly disappearing

sorry for any mistake

take with full credit please

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Beberapa hari yang lalu aku mempelajari kosakata baru dalam bahasa inggris! 

ADORKABLE

Hayo, ada yang tahu artinya apa?

Hehe, adorkable itu salah satu dari ribuan bahasa urban di bahasa inggris.

Adorkable means :

A dork + Adorable

Kalian semua pasti tahu dork dan adorable. Jadi adorkable artinya seseorang yang sifatnya aneh, lucu kadang bodoh ditambah adorable (menarik, lucu). Jadi temen-temen ada yang merasa memiliki sifat Adorkable ? 

Desperate

this is what i feel right now
betray
i never thought you'd leave me
but ignoring me is worse than leaving me
when we meet each other you just say "hello"
but
i want more
i want a warm hug
i want a kiss in cheek
just like what we used to do

can't i back to that time?
if i can, live in the past would be better
stay together, next to each other
i miss that

is it selfish if i want you always with me?
no, you should not spend most of your time with me
but i want you to read me
i want you to come to me when i need you
is it an impossible wish to grant?

*take with full credit please*