Desperate

this is what i feel right now
betray
i never thought you'd leave me
but ignoring me is worse than leaving me
when we meet each other you just say "hello"
but
i want more
i want a warm hug
i want a kiss in cheek
just like what we used to do

can't i back to that time?
if i can, live in the past would be better
stay together, next to each other
i miss that

is it selfish if i want you always with me?
no, you should not spend most of your time with me
but i want you to read me
i want you to come to me when i need you
is it an impossible wish to grant?

*take with full credit please*